Hi, I'm still here. And my boyfriend is still here... not physically besides me but he is still in town. He is now planning to leave mid November but he has been trying to delay in booking his flight ticket. I told him that we are doing the right thing and this will be a test for us. He said he dreaded to go back home because the unforeseeable return date really upsets him. I told him, at most, it will take 4-6 months for his dad to fully recover. I told him, let this time apart be a time for him to think things through and think about our future together.
He then said, "If I am coming back to Hong Kong, it will solely because of you. There is nothing else strong enough to make me come back to work here." I am very touched but at the same time, I don't even know how to react. I don't even know if having him to return back to HK will be a good idea for his career as he doesn't know Chinese. I know he wants to go to San Francisco but my work is tying me down as well. I have no one in San Francisco.... no friends, no family. He did think about that for me, he said, "SF will be like halfway from your home town Vancouver, and also halfway from my home town Phoenix. It will be a good place for work as well."
I guess in order for me to move to SF for him, it will be after we get married or something. Right now, it's just too soon to tell. Although we are going very steadily, this temporary separation will serve as a good test to see how much we want to be with each other.
I love him. He always loves to make me smile and very caring. We become very silly together... laughing at the most stupid jokes and making each other laughs. He has also met my parents and my best friends. They all like him (Hallelujah!). I have been trying to keep a clear mind and try not to let the rush of passion and novelty blindsight me. He is... so far, so good.
I just hope everything will work out.
source: weheartit
By the way, we did pull that shopping cart thing once. And he actually named his company "Panda" and his nickname is Bear. This picture is like a symbol of us. Yes, we are THAT silly together.
