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As we are leaving 2011 behind, going forth to 2012, I think it is a time to make some new year's resolutions. Whether we can stick with them, that's another thing.

I was feeling pretty depressed yesterday for no reason... (well, not really no reason, I think it's my hormones acting up because of "the time of month") I was crying for no reason, being super snappy, irritated by every single thing around me, super disgusted with how I look (even have an urge to slap myself silly), and even yell at the TV for some stupid news stories. Boy, was I a pleasant sight yesterday. This morning, all that shit was cleared up and I'm back to normal. Sun is still shining and I feel calm.

Then I start to think of things I need to do for 2012. I fulfilled my plans for 2011: Travel to Europe? CHECK! Rid my ex out of my mind and finally let him go? CHECK! Travel back home to Vancouver? CHECK!! Start wearing makeup to make myself looking more "decent"... or better, more "put together"? CHECK! Stepping out of my comfort zone by going to different social gatherings that didn't necessary have familiar faces in? CHECK!

Finding a new guy? umm..... NO LUCK.

I've been thinking of going back to school part-time recently. I feel like work is more or less the same. I need to do something I love... get the ol' creative juice back but also, I need to get more work-related knowledge as well. I started looking into costume design... but the film school only offers a full-time diploma program. It doesn't only focus on costume design but props and set designs... and even lightings. I have no love for all these. So... no costume design for me.

Oh well.... might as well go back to my old route... fashion design. But then do I really need to do another certificate when I already have a diploma on that? I kind of want to go back and rekindle my love for design again but ... maybe I should do this just for fun... by doing non-credit courses... but I also want to learn more about the technical side of fashion... like pattern designs, textile surface designs, quality-assessments.... I think these will be more useful for my work... hmmm...

I'm also thinking in 2012, I should start to do a little side biz where I can open a TINY little online shop selling stuff. I know the market has been saturated but it's just something I have always wanted to do since I graduated from fashion school. Oh well.... just a thought...

Decisions... decisions...

What's your plan for 2012?
momojae
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I'm currently still in Vancouver, savoring my last bit of relaxation and absorbing as much "social contact" as possible because after I leave, harsh reality will kick in. I have been dining out every single day with different people in different places and I have never felt happier and free... like my old self.... when everything was just fun and games. I really appreciate all my good friends making an effort to come out to see me (even just for a quick coffee). I know they are very busy with work and home life but they have been very nice and accommodate my schedule. My schedule has been fully packed everyday. I'm going to miss all of them. I knew that when I'm back, I have to go back to work and "responsibilities" mode but I'm starting to see the productive side of it. We all need to have our positions and responsibilities to fulfill and I now see the importance to stick with them and truck through because that define who we are. Everyone seems to have moved on and it is crucial that I should open a new chapter in my life and start to enjoy it.
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momojae


I can't say I'm a die-hard fan of James Blunt... but I'm a fan... a screaming fan, actually. (Yup, I'm 30 and I'm not afraid to admit it!! HA HA~) Went to his show and it blew my mind away. I have seen him in concert a couple times and everytime, I lost my voice screaming.

And now I can't seem to get my act together the whole day. I'm still humming his tunes... all day. My friend who went with me was in awe that I basically sang along all of his songs from beginning to the end... and I lost control when the bass started with this song...



... I started headbanging and the whole arena went crazy. It was sooooo good. I basically screamed all the repressed sadness and frustrations out. It was soooo much fun and needless to say, my friend was in shock to see how "enjoy" I was.


I became a fan when I saw him first time singing "Goodbye my lover" when he was first on tour in Canada like 6 years ago (where my ex bought the tickets for me... to go with someone else... yes, it was weird and I thought it was the weirdest act ever from a guy). Now, same song... same atmosphere... tons of memories pours right in. 6 years ago, everything was different... This time, I bought my own tickets. (HAHA)

"Where are you, momojae? .... Oh! There you are! I love you!"

And I love you too, James!!!!! XOXOXO
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Ever since I came back from my trip (sounds like a long time and it feels like a long time... but it was only a week... exactly 7 days ago!!), I have been bombarded by work and my friends' emotional crises. I really don't want my "vacay spirit" to go. It was such a good feeling but as things are going back to normal, I have to face the reality again and my "vacay spirit" is slowly fading away. I never thought I would be saying this but I need to travel, from time to time, to rejuvenate myself.... to re-charge myself... or better to get an "eternal sunshine on the spotless mind".

But let's face it, how can you go travel when you have no "moolah"?? Oh well, we ought to work for it....

Anyways, this trip has been hectic and exhausting but it was such a fun one where I learn and see a lot. I originally was hoping to see Paris and London but to my surprise, I find myself enjoying much much more when I was in Italy. Perhaps I got some rude treatments when I was in Paris, and London turns out to be very familiar... as if I have lived there before (?!?!), I love Italy. People are humorous and they are comparatively more friendly than Parisians. I can't say it enough but people in Milan are just gorgeous. Even the people walking on the streets exude this casual Italian chic which I can't find anything similar in other countries. Milan really surprised me. In a good way, of course. I have been wanting to go back for another visit since I come back!!

Here is a little taste of Italy:

Vatican City
I'm not a Catholic but I was sooooo WOWed by the sight of St. Peter's Basilica. Absolutely breath-taking sight. Inside? Even more spectacular. Eyes, mouth WIDE OPENED.
The Colosseum
It was "older" and more delicate than I thought. I didn't want to do any jumping jacks nearby...

The Trevi Fountain
According to the tour guide, this is NOT a wishing fountain. This is just a normal fountain. But who's to judge? If you believe it can come true, then so be it~ I didn't throw any coins.... because as you can see from this angle, this is the closest I could get. It was soooooo crowded where I couldn't even squeeze my way into the crowd. It was insane. By the way, that day was 33 degrees.... I had 2 cups of authentic Italian gelato at the gelato parlour next to the Fountain.
The Tower of Pisa
Not as slanted as I thought. And yes, I did take those photos where I pretended to push or hold on to the tower from falling. I know it's lame... but when hundreds of tourists were there doing the same thing? You ought to join in.
Florence (or Firenze)
I like to say "Firenze" now... sounds nicer! LOL! I forgot the name of this place where they have the replica of the DAVID statue. Another spectacular view.
Venice
I need more time there!! I love this place. I absolutely love running around the place through maze-like alleys and discover those unique arts & crafts stores and bistros. I actually got lost and an old waiter came over to see if we need help. This Italian gentleman was happened to live in the same area as I'm living in now when he was younger!! And now his daughter is working here too! I also met this lady who owns a Murano glassware jewelry store. She taught me how to make a little necklace. This is the thing I like about traveling, meeting nice random locals.
Milan
This is the Galleria Vittorio Emanuele. I bought my first EVER Prada. Not a Prada bag of course... (if I did get one, I don't think I will have any money left for my second half of the trip...) I bought a pair of Prada sunglasses. I have never felt so vain... but I love it!! LOL!! The gentleman who sold them to be was VERY good-looking (He can pass as a model!) and he is unbelievably well-mannered and at the same time humorous. If I was buying only a pair of sunglasses in the regular Prada shop, I might be booted out so fast I won't even see the doors open. He spent a long time explaining the sunglasses to me... what I can wear with... where I can wear with....etc. Wow. Non-pushy, non-snobby.
(Another extra bonus: When I got to Paris, I wanted to do a price check in Paris's Prada... the SNOBBY sales girl said the sunglasses weren't out in Paris YET!!!!!!!!)

So this is the first half of the trip. Hope you guys enjoy. Arrivederci!!
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I'm back!

Just want to say BONJOUR/CIAO, if you are reading this! I have been back for almost a week but I have been so busy at work trying to catch up (even though I have been monitoring my work emails this whole time). And that's not it, 2 of my best girl friends are having major love problems so I have been listening as a love counsellor at night. I am a little sick right now (having too much fun, I guess... or also known as cold/flu) but I have never felt so carefree. A little trip to Europe wiped everything away. It's a good feeling.

Europe fascinated the bejeezus out of me. I love all the sights... I was fortunate enough to visit my long time fave place, Le Chateau de Versailles. (Mind you, I watched "Marie Antoinette" at least 10 times!) I really didn't want to leave because it was just breath-taking. I have a thing for Milan right now.... I thought I would love Paris but I was wrong~ Milan is THE place I want to go again.

Anyways, I will be back blogging when I clear out some of the work piling in my agenda.

Until then, SALUTE!


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momojae

Can it be more true? Indeed.

I've seen that in others and been there myself before. Things always look nicer from the outside. For the first time in my life, I feel somewhat comfortable in my own skin. No need to pretend, no need to worry about if relationship will end if I don't make a move, no need to bust my ass trying to make things work and make someone else happy, no need to care about irrelevant people who actually annoys the crap out of me but still have to pretend I give a damn... God, I really hope this sudden feeling stays.
I ... feel... free! After losing your own sense of self in a relationship in order to please the other person and try everything to keep your relationship, it takes so long to trying to find who you are back. I'm still learning but it is much better than a year ago for sure. At least I don't feel as lost as before. Don't get me wrong, I'm not regretting being in my previous relationships at all but you never know how much you lose yourself and how dependent you have become until you are out of the relationship.

Anyways, to all the single ladies out there:



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Damn right.
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Before we get started, HAPPY EASTER LONG WEEKEND EVERYONE!!

Because this weekend is a holiday weekend, let's talk something light....er. I'm curious to know your celebrity crush(es). I know this might sound like a juvenile topic but hey, everyone has celebrity crushes!

I admit, I don't have ONE particular celebrity crush. I have a few (not in order of preference!):

Gregory Peck
(with my all-time fave actress Audrey Hepburn...) so gentleman and classy. To me, he is always the epitome of a classy gentleman.

Gerard Butler (*sigh*)



Clive Owen ... (HOT!)
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I always have a thing for classy gentleman in suits. It always makes my heart flutter. (My ex is in suits all the time. When we used to date, I found I was more attracted to him when he was in suits than when he was in casual wear! HA!)

I think I also have a thing for guys with really fierce gaze. It will make me freeze AND mesmerize ... and become a zombie.

Anyways, who are your celebrity crushes?

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